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Why?? @ 7:45 p.m. on 2002-06-23
Why do i feel like this, after he just told me something noone has ever really told me before. Why do i feel like crap?! Ill update about my night, soon. added-8:30pm. so WE talked. I got upset and thought he was going do the SAME thing that a million other guys have done with me. Im wrong. He isnt like that, i knew that this would be the outcome from the beginning. It took us an hour talking about it, that i was upset, because i was AFRAID that things would be different after last night. I just want everything to be like how it was for the past week. That was what made me feel like crap, because that was the last thing in the world i wanted to happen.
Another thing-im just upset last night had to end.
Tawnya-"But i mean, do you honestly ever see anything happening in the future like what happened last night?"
Matt-"no....cuz nothing could ever be as good as last nite...btu i dunno about sumthin close to it."
This just sorta sums up his feelings and mine.
Matt-"yeah tht was funny...i dunno my first thought would be like i feel bad it all happend since i dunno if anything is actually goin to happen now or if tht was just like once in a lifetime thing...but i dont think i feel bad it happend i remember i was so sad about u havin to go and i didnt want to fall asleep because i think i knew once u left ...tht mite be the end of it...i dunno id feel bad if i led u on since im a little foggy on wut i said but i cant be too sorry cus i dotn think ive ever had sumthin like tht ever before...4 hours thts unbelievable...thts wut i was thinkin about today"
Matt-"no ur rite im not too sure i remember wut we talked about but i remember the feeling that i was talking with a really amzing person"
 Tawnya
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