smoking on the phone @ 8:32 p.m. on 2001-06-29
just sitting here.....decideing weither or not i feel good enough to go out or not. i think i am. ITS FRIDAY. it like a law that i must go out. BUT its summer. ive been going out all week:) and i love it. so ya. god i hope that everything works out between armstrong and lindsay. i wish i could just make it all better for everyone. but i cant. u dont understand how much i hate seeing people sad/mad. and i never know what to say. neways ya.last nite no one came on to talk to me;( *cry*..poor tawns.i woke up around 12pm and just lyed around til i had to go to work. which was 3ish. the bus was fucking late, and i HATE waiting for the bus cause all these stupid prevs. drive by and like yell stuf...EWWWW..so ya it is FUCKING HOT AS HELL outside. i think the dude said it was like 40 degrees celusis *sp?* GAGAGAGAGGG. it feels like florida. i love this weather 100 PERCENT more than winter thou. soo GIVE IT TO ME:) neways ya work was okay i guess. the managers said i did REALLY GOOD. *CAUSE i was working in the back today*. my 3rd time. I RULEEEEEE;) ya so im thinking i might go to seans *this guy from works* house tonite..i almost passed out at work today so i feel sorta dizzy and stuff...but ya..ill live *i hope*.. gaaaa..why am i liking this andrew kid more and more by the min. hehehhe. i dunno if he still likes me thou. cause i dunno.. i just dont. neways ya. u know what is the SEXYEST thing on the phone is?*hahahha*.. when guys smoke on the phone. YES im a crazze kid, but WOOO i fell in love with this back when i always talked with drew *like 2 yrs ago*.. andrew is trying to quit smoking. but he started smoking on the nite when we were on the phone. "are u smoking" i asked "ya" AHHHH its sooo sexy....i dunno what it is..so i keep telling him to smoke and he does. THATS a bad thing considering this boy is trying to stop. but oh well..he does it for me neways. IM WEIRD. ok bye
Tawnya
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