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Tawnya.Pickering,Ontario.DONE high school:).19-yes legal drinking
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Weird.Parinod.Truthful.Pierced.Blonde.Looking for Love.Trying to figure out life.

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MEMORIES @ 2:48 p.m. on 2001-08-15

ok..lets count how many times tawnya has cryed today. or for better terms in the last 4 hours.

-watching jenny jones. twice i cryed there.

-looking at old photo albums and remembering the GOOD TIMES back in guelph, florida, and thornhill. twice there two.

-reading the "phone witness" story matt wrote about me. geez that gets me EVERY time.

yes..so 5 times in the last 4 hours. thats not TOO bad...but COME ON...i mean i wasnt CRYING CRYING at any of those..oh but the tears came:) man o man. its like memory lane today.

i love looking at older pictures. u know how u NEVER really have FULL memorys as a baby. well i started looking at pictures from where i have GOOD memorys of stuff which was my sisters baptisim. wow. man life was great back then. i looked at about 7 different albums from then to now. soo many changes. i found a picture of when we FIRST got bob *12 years ago* and he is the CUTEST thing EVER. oh man..i took out one of the pic of him cause he looks SOO SMALL:) i love him. oh man.

i then went and read some old "notes" from elementry school. i have i swear to god over 200. i just read a few. OH MAN i was soo funny. we would like describe EVERY hot guy we weould see. AHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAH. i then busted out the "matt box". yes i made a shoe box of memorys when i FIRst starting going out with matt. i kept all the movie tix *i think there are like 5 of them* and the RECEIT from shoppers drug mart the day we started going out and spent like 4 hours at the mall walking around and getting in troble for sitting in sears and just watching a movie..HAHAHAHAHAH oh man..i laughed SOO much reading the notes he gave me......HAHAHAHAHAH oh man. i might post the "phone witness" story he wrote around me and got a GOOD grade on;) hahahaha it is such a LOVE story so it ALWAYS makes me cry cause no guy ever showed that much care/love for me. he probably doesnt even remember who i am now *wait thats not true*..but still. he probably has had a million and two g.f and BETTER relationships than we have. i guess im soo stuck on him STILL *after a year and 3 months* is because he WAS my best/longest relationship. soo ya. OH WELL. life goes on.

I JUST LOVE MEMORIES:)

ok...my 200th entry is coming up...ill make that my BDAY ENTRY;) yayayayay ONE DAY BABY:)

update-5:10pm. hehehe.oh man. lets add another one. tears came when i was watching maury right now...GEEZ today is sappy day. so 6 times in one day....geez lousie..ok back to maury:)
Tawnya

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