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Tawnya.Pickering,Ontario.DONE high school:).19-yes legal drinking
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off to florida @ 6:45 p.m. on 2001-08-21

hey hey.

i have no idea WHY im writing this entry. i mean i have NOTHING INTERESTING TO SAY.

hmm what is wrong with me..ive been really sick the last day. like last nite i started to have a HUGE headach and my stoach was really TUNRY..i feel like im gonna throw up. and i still feel like that today. hmmmmm and ive also been really tired the last 2 weeks. bahhhh maybe my mono is back??? but then again...NOOOO dont be back:(

so ya..last nite was CRAZZZE i was in the fucking CRAZZZEST mood ever. like i was telling u how i was in a weird mood. like my moods would change soooo often with each person i talked to. woo..i was just being weird.

ya i told u last nite how andrew asked me out. it was weird cause he came online and we started fighting....like geez i get soo pisssed off talking to him sometimes..then outta nowhere he is like "i know this is a pussy way to ask u out...but will ya be my girl" oh man...i told him that my answer would have to be no *i mean ever if i was considering going out with him..RIGHT NOW IS A BAD TIME..i mean im going away for a week and a half tommrowa...i havent seen him in like a month and a half...and all we do is fight. oh and plus i REALLY like geoff *HAHAH but he doesnt know THAT*...but ya. yup so then right after i said no he was like "i feel really awkward"..im like "why the hell should u feel akward.." he is like "oh i dont nemore" and then proceeded to tell me how he thought some girl was hot.. HAHAH nice move buddy. but the SURPRISING part is..is that EVERYTHING was great after that. i mean was soo hyper and WAS BEING REALLY NICE TO him and he never pissed me off once *WOW THATS A FIRST*..soo ya. thats all good. i mean i really like bring his friend and i hope i didnt lead him on in neway. but ya.

soo i stayed up til 4am last nite..hahaha talking to geoff and amy. amy is great;) hahahaha yes thought id say that:) ya she told me that national sports is hiring..soo when i get back im soo gonna put a resume in there and amys gonna try to hook me up with a JOB:) sweettt..i have to get outta the micky d's.:)

yayayaya i had fun talking to geoff too. hahaha i was being soo crazze so i hope he doesnt think im some pyhcho or summin.ya but im really liking that kid. but i just wanna see how things go when we r sober u know. ahhh i get all scared when i start liking someone expecially in this situation cause im not sure what to think...like if it was just a one nite thing...or what...AHHH..ok...whatever. if it was meant ta be..itll happen.

sooo ya...hmmm i woke up today at 3:30pm HAHAHAHAHA...ive been crazze busy all day with landry, packing, going to the doctors, cleaning, and all this crazze stuff:) we are leaving tomoorowa at 8 in the morn. since we are on stand by *which means we get any seats that are available* we are aiming for the 10oclock flight but my aunt says it is pretty booked...soo if we dont get on that one 3oclock. so we are gonna be at the airport for a while...GAAAAAAAA..but once we get to florida ILL BE HAPPY:) my grandma says it is FUCKING HOT *she didnt say it in those words*...soo oh man:) so ya. hopefully ill be able to talk to people when im there. i mean they have the internet soo i might just have to download ICQ and talk to people:) yayayy:) yup.

so thats about it..i MIGHT write a good bye entry..but dont count on it. ill try my best to update in florida, with all the GOOD info;) hehehehehe soo ya...EVERYONE HAVE FUN and dont do nething i woouldnt:) HAHAHA...lata sexys
Tawnya

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