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Tawnya.Pickering,Ontario.DONE high school:).19-yes legal drinking
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last weekend of summer/first day of school @ 3:52 p.m. on 2001-09-04

well shit....about that summer entry i promised...umm I PROMISE it sometime this week;) FUCKK man;)

hmm shall i go back to sunday??? WHY NOT..

soo sunday i woke up around 3ish *yes 3pm* and lindsay told me that we were gonna head over to nicoles at around 6 *oh man*..soo i called karen and stuff and in the end we really ended up leaving around 7ish. lindsay and robin came and we picked up karen. we then went and picked up matt and WAITED forever for lee. *whom might i add is pretty sexy...lindsay i agree...but the Freddie prince jr thing..EHHH thats debatable...* NEWAYS by now it was 8;30 so we went to nicoles...*but first getting lost of cource*...most of the people i really didnt know...and everyone was REALLY drunk..soo it was good but ehh..i felt like SHIT like i hadnt eaten the whole day and i felt if i did i would seriously throw up...it was bad. later on i went with scott and geoff *whom i wanted to talk to him about summin, which is pretty much the reason i went* to this dude i met at steves , dougs party...well we drove ALL the way back to p-town and DROVE UP and down the street looking for his house *cause all scott knew was there was a hire hydrant in front of his house*..soo after about 20 min doing that..we gave the fuck up...geoff was in a really i dunno mood...and i REALLy just wanted to go home *well nicoles neways*..soo he is like "where are u staying tonite* and i was staying at lindsays and he was asking what time she was comong home *it was around 11ish now* and she wasnt coming home til 2..sooo he drove me back to nicoles...i did ALOT of thinking in the car about stuff. and i honestly felt like shit...so as SOON as i got to nicoles i asked karen if i could talk to her..i talked to her about stuff and MAN as soon as i did i felt GREAT..i mean my attitude just changed COMPLETELY and it was like WHO FUCKING CARES..i shouldnt have to worry or CARE for that matter about this shit...so ya;) thanx karen for listening:)on to better things:) *laughs*.

neways ya...well karen left shortly after i got back..and i just chilled..its soo FUNYN to see people drunk..OH MAN...it was a crazze nite...i feel bad for nicole but honestly if ur GONNA have a party SHIT IS GONNA HAPPEN...this HUGE guy kyle like almost beat the shit outta kevin *whom is like 3 times sammer than him* and i think it was nafti got pushed into the wall and there was this BIGGGG hole..nicoles was freaking out..and this other chick wanted to drive home DRUNK LUCKY nicoles parents got the keys from her....god...that scares me..its not U u really have to worry about..IT IS OTHER PEOPLE...man...ya lindsay had fun with mike *laughs*...lindsay drove me robin and nate home around 2ish...and ya:) me and lindsay stayed up til 4 *and we had to wake up at 10:06am* HAHAHAHAHAH...

so we woke up then and got ready to go to the CNE...lindsays sister came with us and so did army..I WAS SOOO TIRED..oh man....we didnt go on ne of the rides but we did like check out all the buildings and GAMBLED a bit *of cource lindsay winning all the time* HAHAHAH we played this game that costed 3 dollars for a LITTLE NECKLACE;) but they are COOLL:) hhahha..we left around 7 and lindsay drove me home *thanx hun*...

i had a shower and WENT STRAIGHT TO BED:)

OH MAN THE DAY I HAVE BEEN NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO:( THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL;(

IM NOT GONNA GO into details about the day..BUT oh man..by second period i came to the conclusion that I AM NOT GONNA HAVE A LIFE THIS YEAR..i swear to god i wont...ill be lucky if i get out once a week:( FUCK this..i REALLLLY want to do well this year and OH MAN..

first period i have english...2nd is science and society which is KILLER..i mean he was giving us our ASSIGNMENTS already....and FUCK FUCK FUCK...then i have spare oer all three lunchs and then last period is calculus *fuckkk*..she said to expect 2 hours of HOMEWORK each nite.:( god damnit...

right now im not working but SHIT when i do start working *which i HAVE TO* im DEAD..i seriously am..:( man..:(

oh well...I WILL SURVIVE:) i will...it will ALL BE WORTH IT in the end if i work hard this year? RIGHT???? someone agree with me PLEASE:) but ya.....im gonna have to say now that the entrys will be cutting down MEGA:) like fuck..:(

oh well......IT WAS AN AMASING SUMMER:) and thats all that matters:) i got my friends whom i love and a family i love........:) soooo everyone GOOD LUCK THIS YEAR..:) byeeeeeee
Tawnya

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