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this journal is for me. @ 12:47 p.m. on 2001-11-15
hmm..last nite i lyed in bed and thought about closing this diary. yes thats right..i mean i was thinking earlyer how i wished i was as popular as adrainian's diary or someone whom everyone on diaryland has as their favorites....but then i suddenly changed my mind..i mean REALLy why would i want everyone to read about my diary. i mean I STARTING writing a diary so i could look back and recall all the great times i have...it was for me, not for anyone eles. then i went into a stage of why am i wasting my time putting effort into this diary.....so i came to the conclusion that maybe i should just stop writing a diary. i dont know...but that all changed today....i mean i wish i was creative/good writer...etc...BUT IM not...and i really shouldnt try to impress neone with MY LIFE.....ya ya...so if im the only one that reads this GREAT:) cause really that is why i started it all. for some odd reason im getting parinoed and keep having a ERGE to print out EVERY SINGLE entry because im afraid that one day it will ALL BE DELETED and in a way *i know this might sound weird* time and effort was WASTED......one day ill print out the 300 entrys i have and ya there goes about 100 trees..GREAT....SAVE THE TREES..I MEAN THE WHALES;) neways im soo happy there is a PA day tommrowa.....SOO happy..tonite a bunch of us are going to laser quest..i have to work alot this weekend and have a SHIT LOAD OF hw to do:( boo earns:( university applications are due next week *great more things to think about* and xmas is coming up:( grrr...i know this xmas is going to be different..i know it. neways as u can tell i have added a cast list..however it isnt even half way done..soo stay tuned for that:) and thats about it:) have a great weekend all *wait it aint the weekend yet for some suxas:)* hahahhahah SUXAS:) *UNITED FURTITURE WEARHOUSE...DO DO*
 Tawnya
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