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mmmm big macs @ 4:41 p.m. on 2001-11-20

hey there..

yes i know i know..i havent been the update queen i used to be...*laughs*..

AHHHHHH the next 4 weeks are gonna be SOOOO stressssssful...I HAVE like 10000 and 1 things due BEFORE xmas:( i just wanna break..is that TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?! no i didnt think so.

neways yes....saturday as i told u all i worked.....and did not go out at nite..i had planned to just stay in a work on my ISU'S but does tawnya EVER do an isu when it isnt due the next day?! no..i do EVERYTHING last min...

well we went to visit my grandpa at this hospital....but GEEZ it DID not look like a HOSPITAL at all..it was a freaky resort or summin.it was BEAUTIFUL and would have LOVED to stay there:) we found my grandpa playing pool *hahahha he should have been resting*...he had this cool roommate guy named bill..he was a great man and really got along with my grandpa....he is a very catholic man *bill* and it isnt like he really is strong on it where he hates everyone who isnt catholic...and it isnt some big preacher either..but he had some amasing stories.......my mom was really surprised on how much him and my grandpa got along *this is my mom;s dad* and my mom;s family isnt really any religion..my mom is really the only catholic *she became one in her 20's* and my grandpa was even telling us how he is gonna become a catholic after meeting this guy bill...they have reminded GOOD friends after....bill gave me, my mom and sister a handmade thingy *its hard to explain* that this nun makes and it says "jesus"..he told us we are very blessed and to keep it in a place where we can always see it...he realy made me thing alot...he is a very intellgant and great man:)

neways yes we stayed there for 2 hrs or so...and we came home..on the way home we drove by our old house in thornhill *man that place was sooo small*..man...it was like memory week..the week before i went to my old house in guelph and then this week thornhill..hahhaha tarah was saying now we have to go to florida *i lived in florida*..

neways on the way home on the 401 and accident had JUST occured and it was FUCKING scary as hell....i mean at LEAST 10 cars were involved and there were cars blocking the lanes...there were cars in trees..cars on fire..it was fucking scary...i honest to god started crying.......i mean it really got me thinking again......

its scary to think how QUICKLY ur whole life can change.....and u can be dead..or can be paralysied in 2 SECONDS..and its scary...life is soooooo unpridictable and people think they are "unhurtable" and nothing will ever happen to them..BUT IT DOES..and its scary.....

while we drove by the accident i was thinking how i dont want to drive/or come out of my house again....but then i starting thinking how stupid that is..i mean yes stuff happens and it could happen to ANYONE AT ANYTIME..and really u cant stop that..u just have to LIVE UR LIFE to the fulliest when u have the chance to...and not think of the bad things that can happen...but how great this world is and the beauty to living *yes i sound like a sappy mentor of how u should live ur life...* but i dunno.....too many things have happened in the last few months that had hit me like a big truck of reality.......

but yes:) saturday nite as i said i didnt get anything done....sunday i worked..and thats pretty much it..

i cant really think of nething to say *im tired*...but yes...today at lunch me, tim, eric, and doug went to micky d's for lunch..OH MAN it was sooo funny....doug was switching the channels on the radio *if u know doug and eric they like to make fun of rap/dance music..and the way wiggers act* NEWAYS doug BLASTED dance music and eric and doug were go CRAZZE dancing and like "raising the roof" motion and yelling at people from the car..IT WAS SOO funny..oh man...

ya so we went to mc shits and tim got 4 BIGMACS...yes u heard me right and he ate them ALL in less than 10 min..hhahaha me and doug both got 2 big macs each..soo we ate them all and made a BIG stack of big mac boxes:) hehehehe...then when we got back to the school BON JOVI was on..soo we BLASTED it and people were just getting outta there classes soo EVERYONE was looking at us..HAHAHHAHAHAH it was too funny.

yes well i gotta go watch 5th wheel:) bye
Tawnya

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