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nite with adam @ 5:04 p.m. on 2002-02-10

ok entry time!

neways im not feeling that great, so im gonna TRY to make this short!

so yesterday during the day i lazied around like a bum..watched olympics with my dad. i talked to adam around 4ish and we were gonna chill.

i had to go pick up matt with tarah and drop them back at our house, and then proceeded on my way to whitby! i got to adam's house *oh but of cource without getting lost first* and we were gonna go play pool. *he smelt REALLLY good. yum*.

we went to the 'shawa, and met up with ryan *the dude we played pool with when we first met adam* his brother, and two of their friends. they were all really cool! we had two tables, and i mostly watched Adam and ryan play. haha ryan is too funny! we were there for a good hour or so, and everyone left, so me and adam played a game and then left.

we came back to his house *lindsay called me..HI LINDSAY!* AND he asked what movie i wanted to watch but really i could have picked "barney goes to school", and it wouldnt have matter. so yes, you can use ur imagination of what we did...

i started to feel REALLY sick later on, i had extreme stomach pains and that sucked..my mom didnt give me a time to be home so we figured that i would leave at 1:30am unless i got a call from my mom asking where i was.

we talked for a bit, and it was a good talk. i mean we discussed what we want, and what we are feeling right now. we pretty much established that we dont really want a relationship *so to say* RIGHT now. i mean i was explaining to him how school is my number one priority right now, and this year i wasnt really LOOKING for a relationship. Adam is trying to figure out himself right now too, and what he wants with his life. i mean we said that a relationship isnt totally outta the question, but RIGHT now isnt a good time, and we will both KNOW when the time is right! i asked him well what do u consider me then? "FWB" HAHAH...friends with benifits. i really HATE how that sounds, but i mean that is what we are. but on a higher level of just "using" each other to get some. you know?!

we were just lying in his bed, and i felt sooooo comfortable with him. i mean i could have totally just slept there and not feel worried..

HAHHA he was showing me his drawings, and i said to him, "You remind me of someone famous, i just dont know who it is?". he replyed in saying that people say he looks like sisqo *laughs*...oK, maybe a white sisqo, BUT NOT EVEN! *laughs*...i dont see it AT ALL.i then i thought he looked like a baseball player *i dunno why, but i think because he is spanish looking, and there are alot of spanish looking guys in baseball"..but ya.he then said "roberto alomar?" HAHAHAHAHA i couldnt stop laughing because in a WEIRD way he does!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..im still laughing now...ok sorry.

NEWAYS i left around 1:40ish and got home around 2..my mom was a little mad cause my sister never told her i called. but OHHH WELLL!

ive been watching the olympics the whole day....sitting on my ass, and not feeling good!
Tawnya

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