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i figured it out. @ 2:15 p.m. on 2002-02-12
i was talking to adam last nite....and i reliesed SOOOOO many things, i had FAILED to reliese before...about guys in general. we are gonna be friends. nothing more, and i mean i think he felt like he was "hurting" me or summin, but he wasnt. because i now reliese THAT IS WHAT I WANTED, but failed to notice. i made excuses to myself, and made him to be someone he wasnt *WHICH IVE DONE WITH 98 PERCENT OF THE GUYS IVE BEEN WITH*...neways i told him "THANK YOU" and he asked why. i didnt tell him why, because i had JUST figured out what has been my problem for the last 5 years with guys. he made me reliese SOOOO many things, that i knew before, but didnt want to except! im going to write a list of what has been wrong with me when getting involved with a guy. i figured it out! and im changing my ways!!!! *laughs*. one thing i will say is that MATT has been the only person i have ever been with that i didnt try to make someone he wasnt...and he was the only one to TRULY give me the "tingle". :) tawnya is happy...tawnya acually figured out what was wrong with the things i did! i ACUALLY am not confused!!!! *wow thats a first!*. i ate a big mac, and i feel sick now! MMMMMM BIG MACSSS!!!!
 Tawnya
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