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fuck @ 1:13 a.m. on 2001-04-13
just got home. i will make a longer update tommrow. I HAD a great nite, but somehow it all has changed NOW. I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU. are are a FUCKING LIER, U LIE TO YOURSELF AND EVERYONE ELES. fuck, i dont want to talk to you anymore. everytime i do, u just make me so much more upset. I LOVE HATING YOU. i hate hate hate you. its like you do this on purpose. its like "lets play with lil tawnyas mind"... WHY DO I CARE..WHY THE FUCK DO I CARE. i think this is your plan, you want to see me want you more. its all a FUCKING GAME. i hate you, u want to see me like this. you want me to be sad over you. I DONT CARE ANYMORE, IM NOT GONNA GIVE INTO YOUR SLEZYNESS ANYMORE. im not. ur just one guy in the world..one loser,...one asshole. i feel sorry for _____. i do. i feel sorry for me, for falling and CARING about this shit. this is the LAST TIME, i will care. i have better things to do than care. fuck you.
FUCK YOU. i should have said that from the start.
this is why i dont understad myself. why do i think one thing and then something the next. i dont like him, but i just hate being lied to, and that is what is making me care so much. no more i tell u. tawnya is stronger than THIS.
 Tawnya
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