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i gotta stop @ 10:36 a.m. on 2001-07-04
u know what i need to do....is to RELAXXXXXXXXX.. u know what i draw conclusions BEFORE i even talk to the person......... thats sucks.i gotta stop. but still, i always feel as if i KNOW what people are thinking..like ill be on the phone with someone and it will be quiet for like 2 seconds and i scream out "WHAT?" and they are like "i didnt say nething"....but i feel as if i know what they are thinkin "this girl is weirdddd"... BAHAH....ok.....ya right after i wrote that entry last nite i left my icq up and lyed down on the chair next to the comp. i guess i feel asleep cause at around 2pm i woke up and icq things were flashing. but i went to my real bed. i had some fucked up dreams. i dont remember exactly but they WERE fucked up. u know i assume TOO MANY things. i feel as if everything is ONE big joke. and that what people say about me is all a lie. i cant get mad at people nemore for saying "ur cute" "ur nice"...BLAH BLAH BLAH. i just DONT BELIEVE them, so i get mad. i should stop worrying. yes..that would be a start. HI HO HI HO..ITS OFF TO WORK I GOOO:)
 Tawnya
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