i am who i am.
Tawnya.Pickering,Ontario.DONE high school:).19-yes legal drinking
age.Crazy.Shy at times. Confused. Thinking. Funny.Hyper. Laughing.Evil.Nice.Bitchy.Complaining.Excited.
Weird.Parinod.Truthful.Pierced.Blonde.Looking for Love.Trying to figure out life.

what did you miss?
- - 2006-09-19
haha - 2004-02-25
"Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road......" - 2002-10-14
so long sweet summer. - 2002-09-04
not goodbye - 2002-09-02

current | archives | profile | email | guestbook | about me | layout | host

florida-shopping:) @ 11:28 p.m. on 2001-08-26

hey hey..

i WAS NOT GONNA write tonite...but in a WAY i got inspired to write from lindsay..DONT ASK ME WHY..i mean her entry was about her PERFECT GUY..oh man..if only we could create them:) *lindsay i noticed summin in ur entry..i wont metion it on here..but remind me to tell u*..

neways ya:) sooo its great here:) i DIDNT have my swim today which was unusual..but it was TOO FUCKING hot out and there was ALLL these dragon flys EVERYWHERE..there was MILLIONS of them..i woke up late today:)

we went shopping in boca around 2ish. OHH MAN let me tell u..i spent ALL MY MONEY in less than 5 min..i had to run to the bank to take out more:) and then we found this store called "rave" where i swear to GOD everything was less than 12 dollars..and IT WAS niceeeee clothes..i ended up getting more winter stuff than summer stuff *cause i have a shit load of summer stuff and summer is almost over* so i got this cute red sleeveless shirt, a gray turtleneck sweater, sume roxy jeans, a white nice sweater and my mom bought me thi WHITE winterjacket that turns into a vest..FOR GUESS HOW MUCH..in canada i swear to god it would have cost at LEAST 90 dollars..we got it for 20 DOLLARS...it was crazze.....my mom said this made the whole trip..HAHAHHAHA and its really nice and comfy:) i think the winter shit is sooo cheap cause NOONE WEARS IT:) yayayyaa..soo we were at the mall for like2 hrs..then went ta swish chalet for dinner..OH MAN it is SOOOO MUCH MORE YUMMY down here than up there:) AND CHEAPER ANd u get more in ur meal *gotta love the early bird speical:)*..

soo ya..yayayya tommrow we are working on our tans YET AGAIN;) lalalla... i just woke up tarah from my typing now..HAHAHH suxa..

neways yaaa..i missss everyone:) and i was happy i got an email from lindsay..AND ELLISIF sorry i havent emailed ya yet...ahhh i just havent gotten around to it...so ya..

oh man it was weird this morning i woke up to mtv on and the news came on and they said alliah *sP?* dies..the guy was sorta laughing when he said it so i thought it was a fucking joke..BUT IT WASNT..i got all these chills all over me...like it was weird cause last nite i was thinking in my head how ANYONE could die at anytime..and its soo unexpected..i mean when ur young u think ur unstoppable and death will NEVER get ya..but it does..and i was thinking how i could die tommrowa...and it was weird..i mean she was only 22 years old..and iits scary to think im 18 and i have SOOO much more to look forward to in life and ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN;) sooo i mean ive alwasy had the attitude to make the best of ur time and mintues,,,but now i just think im gonna take more risks and like not be shy about how i feel. i mean HEY if something doesnt work out as i want it too THATS LIFE AND at least i tryed....cause the only REAL regrets in life i have is the things i DIDNT DO:) sooo i gotta start not being scaried to do things and being not scared of regection:) thats life:)

neways ive had enough for one nite:) hope ur all HAVING FUN;) and love yas:)

sidenote at 12:28-hehehe ive just sent the last hour looking thro old entrys of mine, lindsay and robins journal...mostly lindsay and mine..but only over the summer:) oh man...I FORGOT about some of the GREAT things that happened:) hahaha oh man...this summer has been great;) im gonna do a end of the summer speical and look back on all the FUN TIMES:) yuayayyayaa ok..im tired now..my eyes are killing from reading..good nite sons
Tawnya

<|>