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its a reality..a shitty reality @ 6:48 p.m. on 2001-09-11
i wrote this early today at school...so some info MIGHT be wrong in here..but this is what i knew at the time. "This is staright out of a fucking movie. it is 12:18pm on sept.11/01 and im at school. lets just say im scared and this day will FOREVER be remembered in history. if you dont know what is happening in this GREAT continent we call norht america then WAKE THE FUCK UP. im sorta out of the blue on FULL details cause i AM at school right now and ive only talked to my mom. this is all a dream it feels like. well here is the day thus far. AT the end of my first period afdal came into our class laughing and he was telling my teacher how there is gonna be world war 3. he them informs the class *this all he knew at the moment* that a plane was hijaxed and that it went into the world trade center and the pentagon. everyone sorta laughed cause if u know afdal he is a BIG joker. so ya. walking to next class i over heard a few people talking about it, and i honest to god thought that some class made it up to see how fast rumors start. next class ALOT more people knew about it. now more into came out that the world trade cenetr is GONE and bush fled to florida. i mean people are still REALLY doubting it. we watched a movie on ODDLY enough connections on how the atomic bobm was formed. i mean it was WEIRD. our teacher had spoke to another teacher during the movie, and it all turned into a reality right after the movie. he looked really worried and said that the timing for the events happeneing and watching a movie on atomic bombs. shortly after mr bac *our principal* came on the annoncements and told everyone to put down their pens. it was 100 PERCENT confermed. the world trade center was gone and half the pentagon was gone. he asked us to pray, and to go on normally. it wasnt until i called my mom when stuff REALLY entered my mind. i called my mom and the first thing she said was "tawnya i left a message on ur phone, there is some crazze stuff happening in the us" so she told me... -all airports are closed-my grandmother told my mom crying -all of ottawa is closed-there is gun fire in washinton -outside pittsberg got crashed into -there are other planes hijaxed -all pohones in the us are down along with 411,911.more im scared. i started shaking. i mean half my family LIVES in the us. im scared. im going to talk to my sister now." ya...i was shaking..i really was....i felt like im in a dream world. alot of other shit has happened..i came home and the images were TERRIBLE...just terrible... later on i went with tar to get pizza and stuff..and THEY already have a song about it *like with audio from today*...everyone FLAGS are half mass...its scary. i mean ive read alot of away messages and people are very sad....but however u get the occansional WHO CARES it happens everyday. Ya but to this extent?? i dont know.... its terrible no matter what. also lindsay told me her friend steve millers dad died. god...my prays really go out to his family. and lindsay if u talk to him or his family tell him that my heart goes out to them. god..i really dont think IT CAN GET any worst... i mean its sorta werid how i was feeling like a REALITY check..if u read my away message last nite i told everyone to live there lives to the FULLEST.. last nite i was thinking how TODAY could be the end...........and people think NOTHING can happen to them..BUT IT DOES..its life.....as CRAPPY as it is... my prays go out to all the vitums, the familys, and everyone...
 Tawnya
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