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it got worse @ 4:30 p.m. on 2001-09-30
just when i thought nothing could get ne worse..it did this morning. "tawnya...i just talked to the doctor and u tested strongly positive for mono". i couldnt help but cry. i mean FUCK..it didnt make sense.i ALREADY had mono in may *which was NOTHING compared to this*... i had ANOTHER sleepless nite last nite. i reallly DO not look forward to going to bed at nite, cause i CANT SLEEP..my throat is KILLING..its worse than ever. i was getting ready to go to the doctor and i looked at the back of my throat and it was DISCUSTING...i have a HUGE bubble thingy at the back and its SWOLLEN...it was gross, i almost threw up looking at it. went to the doctors and started crying again. i cant swollow......it hurts. the doctor told me i have mono...and it is RARE that someone gets it twice...looks like im one of those SPEICAL people *riggghttt*..really all those medicans ive been taking have DONE NOTHING..there is nothing to do. my mom bought me a orange slushy:) that made me feel better and she said i could have ANYTHING i wanted...i mean really i could only handel something small..so i got another hambergur happy meal;) i didnt finish it all *it hurt too much to eat*... i had a nap today and my throat doesnt hurt AS much...but my mom went to my work and told them i need 3 weeks ooff...and the doctor said not to go to school this week. fuck....i mean ITS MY OAC year, i cant AFFORD to miss one day..LET ALONE 2 weeks... oh well...its good to know people care..my grandparents came over with BOXES of popsicles:) i just had one with a happy face and it made me happy:) im talking to karen, peter, and tyler:) its good to know they care:) yes..so back to drinkin water and watching "game show network".. bye
 Tawnya
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