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my feet hurt:( @ 12:49 a.m. on 2001-10-21
HEY HEY.. woo hoo...this is TOO fucking weird...u know why>???? cause i JUST noticed tonite that i FEEL like a different person.....and ive been feeling this way for the last month.... life is soo weird and SOOOO many things have been going on in the last month *some people have NO idea about* some CRAPPY and some AMASING..but still normally those CRAPPY moments would TOTALLY bring me down..BUT THEY havent AT ALL... u know how u have WAY more ugly days than pretty days..welll this past month in a FUCKED up way..ive had MANY MANY pretty days...even if i LOOKED like crap I would just think to myslef..if i THINK i look good than i am..WHO cares what ANYONE thinks,,really it is only what I THINK of myself....people with confidence for some reason come off prettier..ITS weird but sooo true...i go to school inb the morning not spending more than 5 min doing my makeup and hair...but really WHO AM I TRYING TO impress at school..HAHAH noone.... ya well i have no idea where im going with that..but i just feel different..and I LIKE IT:) the little things arent bringing me down now, and im not "dwelling" so much on the past:) today was pretty good EVEN thou nuttin EXCITING Happened..i woke up this morning at 1 to my parents and my aunt pat laughing about bin lodin *sp?>* being "pro bert" *u know how they have that picture with him and bert from sesume street*. my aunt pat came over cause she was sick during thanksgiving...me and my MOMMY went to get my allergy shot and the doctor *who ALWAYS makes fun of me for working at micky d;s* was telling me how a micky d';s was blown up in brazil..WHAT THE FUCKKK.. ya we went to wally world and then picked up my sis. i worked from 6-12am tonite...PRETTY crappy ass shift if u ask me...but alot of people i knew came in...alot of people that used to work at micky d;s like jeff, matt bird, miles happy, chris....lindsay, army, robin, nate, and lisa came in.,.they were all going to screamers and they missed their go train *boo* MAN i wish i could have went:( boo..LINDSAY told me she is going out with seaan now..WOO HOO..gooo lindsay:( OH boo..now we cant go on our "macking guys" hunts:( boo..oh well less competion :) HAHAHHA...now i just need to find me a boytoy..*laughs*..ya and later on scott, geoff, and nicole came in... so ya...im soooo UNBELIEVABLE tired....i wanna go to sleep but i dont..tommorow me and my mom are driving to st catherines and are going to BROCK university..it is one of my 3 choices soo far...so i gotta check out the HOT guy percentage:) hehehehhe...so ya that should be pretty good. what song shall i sing for u all today?? hmmm..how aboutttt... "TEENAGE MUTANT NINGA TURTLES.....TURTLES IN A HALF SHELL..TURTLE POWERRRRRR:)
 Tawnya
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