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being single @ 7:43 p.m. on 2002-01-16
god...why do some people act SOO damn childish. i mean andrew has been gone for 2 weeks *oh my life was so peaceful*..and i see he came online and sent me a messsage..it read "FAG" and he instantly went offline. i mean REALLY how old are you. OH yes calling me insults and then running away is REALLY mature....im not gonna even stoop to his level, because it is so immature..so he can send me ALL the messages he wants, and then run his stupid ass away..... NEWAYS enough of that stupidness. yes alot has been going on...but not really. i mean i FEEL as if some much has happened..when really it hasnt. i dont wanna go into details about stuff, so ill leave it as that! i was thinking last nite about "lessons" for lindsay and how you can be happy and single..and i really got thinking. i mean i dont CARE at all about being single..and its weird...not really weird, but i was trying to THINK why i am happy and single. and what to tell lindsay.i couldnt think of anything. i dont know HOW to teach it..the only thing i REALLY know is that i guess the first key is to love yourself first. i mean i have ALWAYS been that i dont NEED a guy to feel good about myself. and i guess that is a big thing. that i CAN be happy without a guy..i mean of COURCE it is great to have a guy...but sometimes i feel as if HAVING someone brings saddness in the end. i mean relationships At this age are VERY unlikly to last that long, and im just SOO busy with school and that IS my number one priority that i dont have time for ANY guy....if i WAS gonna have a relatioship with someone right now i want to TOTALLLY TOTALLY like a guy. and it isnt EASY for me to LIKE LIKE A guy easily.....i guess i just make sure i like the guy 100 percent before acually getting into a relationship... i dont really know how to explain anything....i just dont know...
 Tawnya
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