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Tawnya.Pickering,Ontario.DONE high school:).19-yes legal drinking
age.Crazy.Shy at times. Confused. Thinking. Funny.Hyper. Laughing.Evil.Nice.Bitchy.Complaining.Excited.
Weird.Parinod.Truthful.Pierced.Blonde.Looking for Love.Trying to figure out life.

what did you miss?
- - 2006-09-19
haha - 2004-02-25
"Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road......" - 2002-10-14
so long sweet summer. - 2002-09-04
not goodbye - 2002-09-02

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yayayayayyayayaya times 1000000 @ 11:21 p.m. on 2002-01-29

what is wrong with me..

WHY can i wipe this smile off my face........ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! i havent been this happy..in a LONGG time it seems! i mean everything is perfect and im scared cause i KNOW it is all gonna go to shit in a matter of days...BECAUSE you dont have PERFECT moments for that long of a time. i mean i have NOTHING to complain about right now *besides my health*...and to mAKE things EXTRA better karen finished the cd that has been in the works for over 2 yrs!

KAREN AND TAWNYA NOSTALIGIA DRIVING TUNES VOLUME 1 i starting listening to it driving home from erics tonite and i starting screaming like a maniac...because of everything...ok this CD is absolutly amasinging, and it represents my whole friendship with karen and the things we have been through.

me and karen went to coffee time tonite, she was talking about "recent stuff" involving someone...and she was telling me how im her only true girl friend. i mean ive been there through thick and thin....i mean karen was really good friends with laura back in gr 9-10...then katie...and steph *more than i was*...but she isnt friends with them nemore..i mean ive been there through EVERYTHING..and it made me reliese our friendship and how great it is..even thought we are like SOO opposite, we are still the same. i know im being really like emotional you can call it now...but IM listening this CD now and sooooo many memorises! SMAShing pumpkins, ski club -SHUT up and sleep with me/ mony mony...beastie boys, no doubt, the crazze nites during summer of 2000 with pats car, NSYNC, mcdonalds, the past summer..EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! ahh im so happy!

why cant i ALWAYS be this happy..sorry i know im going ON AND ON...but when do u acually read about my life BEING good? NEVER.

today adam called me a few times..and we talked for a good hour or so...i also made him write me an email, and it was sweet cause he attached this graphic he made of some rose...but ya, we are doing summin friday!

i went to the mall today and my mom kept making these comments to me about stuff......we saw lindsay on her break! hehehehe.....lindsay hair looks GREAT! hahaha....i mean it look good before, but now lindsay is one sexy bitch *if only i was lesbian* HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA....

neways yes i went to erics tonite too.. i wasnt feeling to good today with throwing up and all..so i only stayed til 11pm. we were watching "rat race" which looks like a very funny movie!!! neways tommorow is my LAST day of freedom! booooo...

niteeeeee

SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP.....AND SLEEP WITH ME!!!!!!!!!! *sin with sebastian*
Tawnya

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