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night time thinking @ 4:10 p.m. on 2002-02-26
i lie in bed at night and think. i think about LOTS of things, more stuff than an average person should. i think that is why i have fucked up dreams. when i lie in bed i think about stuff im going to do and say to certain people in the future *maybe even the next day*....and i come up with this "big plan" and what im gonna do with my life *little things*...it all sounds SOOO great when im lieing there thinking at 11 oclock at night. "tommorow ill go on icq and tell so and so, this and that" i dont think that, cause odviously the so and so is a person and the this and that is what ill say. it all sounds SOO great, and then i wake up in the morning and think how STUPID i was, and how i could NEVER do that. i have come to reliese im a different person at night then i am during the day. or maybe i just get tired and everything sounds possible and great. bah.
 Tawnya
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