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a look outside @ 10:28 p.m. on 2002-02-26
i was reading some older entries of mine...select ones..and there was one i wrote in the summer about what a person had said about me. i mean they sent one to a few people, telling them what he liked in each person. it made me smile. i went to see "amelie" with karen and dave tonite. it was SUCH a great movie, and there were lines in the movie that really made me think...and i could totally relate. on the drive home i looked out the window like i did every nite we drove home from uxbridge in the summer. i remember the summer so clearly. i remember that feeling i had after a great nite at dougs house, with all the people i care about so much, and wont want to trade it for the world. i remember looking out the window at the sky and thinking how beautiful this world is, and how weird life REALLY is. life has a weird way of working.....i was happy driving home on those hot summer nights. i was happy because i was glad to be alive, and happy that i have such great friends *i mean we arent perfect, but hey, WHO IS?* and that feeling that there was no worries in the world. i got that feeling again tonite..driving home blasting the music, laughing while karen and dave asked me "TAWNYA, what was ur favorite part" then SHINING THe car light in my eyes *haha*....i looked outside and at the sky, and i thought to myself "this world is so beautiful, even though it isnt perfect...and things dont exactly turn out your way.....you only live once and i have to start making the best of the time i have"
 Tawnya
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