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Tawnya.Pickering,Ontario.DONE high school:).19-yes legal drinking
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greatest days:) @ 3:14 p.m. on 2001-07-12

oh my god...i wasnt gonna wrie in my journal just yet...but i was just reading armstrongs journal and started freaking out.....

how weird is this....at the end of armstrongs journal he was explaining that coke commerical where those teenagers are on the train and the guy said "i just wish we could stay in this train forever" or some shit like that....and the FUCKING crazzest thing is i was sitting in the car driving home from uxbridge and i was thinkin about that...and how i just wanted to like stay in that car forever...and its fucking weird to think armstrong felt the same way...how fucked up is that. cause i honesly was thinking the EXACT SAME THING LAST NITE...

well im here so i might as well write about the last 2 days...probably one of the best 2 days ive had in a LONG time....like just being with my friends makes me soo happy. i feel soo much closer to all of them and like its amasing. i just wish i could like be friends with them forever;)

neways soo lets go back to tuesday i guess it was *ive lost track on the days*..soo tuesday i woke up *odviously* and i talked to karen later on and we decided to take the 3 oclock go train downtown. so we took the 2clcokc bus, but then dave called and said that devyns dad was gonna drive us downtown. soo we went to micky d's *me and k* and was planning to walk over to daves. right when we get there, armstrong shows up. ya..soo me and karen were like bugging him to tell us what he wants for his bday and to let us buy him sum food for half price. we just sat in micky d's and talked for a bit..then armstrong drove us to daves. THE FUNNIEST thing happened. when we turned onto liverpool *there is all this constuction* this fire hydrant BLOWS UP...im not even joking. it was at least 4 storys high..all the construction workers like freak out and run..HAHAHAH i took 2 pictures of it:) it was fucking crazzzzze;) u only see tht kinda thing in movies. neways soo devyns dad drove me, karen , dave and devyn to like victoia park and we took a bus to sheppard station and the subway to queen. we chilled around there. it was cool cause Stone Temple Pilots was doing a show at much music and when we got there they were having there sound check and performed a few songs....that was cool. we lost devyn soo we went to find her and she was chilling with these like homeless group of kids. we thought she knew them, but she didnt. soo we chilled with them for a while and like these 2 gangs o summin started fighting..so that was crazze. the cops came and shit. by now it was like 6ish. so we headed down queen street to the Kathedral where heatskores were performing. on the way we went to "stainless studios" and me and karen got the rook of our ears pierced. i felt really comfortable in there, and the girls were really nice. so it was all good. IT FUCKING HURT LIKE A BITCH thou...i have like 8 other piercings in my ear...but this one was DEFINALTY the worst pain..oh man...im not gonna lie..IT HURT;) hahahahhaa ya soo that took 30 min or so. then we went to the katherdral. it was cool in there. there werent that many people thou. heatskores went on around 8:45pmish and ended around 9;45. we had to catch the 10:13 train home *we are at queen and danforth right now* so we run outside and was planning to run to queen and unversity and get the subway to to union. HOWEVER it started to POURRR outside. so dave is like "im running to union" so me, karen, and devyn get in the street car. it was crazze cause it was approaching 10oclock and we werent on the subway yet...and just when we turned the POWER WENT OUT..so the street car is in the midddle of an intersection and WE ARE LATE..so we freak out..but luckyly it was only for a min. we got to St. andrews station *it is now 10:05* and we RUN down to get the subway. we just got on the train that was there. karen and devyn were on another car than me...soo we are going to union *which is a stop away* and we get to the next stop and it says *OSGOOD*..i quickly run to the map on the subway and am like "FUCKKKKK" WE got onto the wrong subway..so we run off and get the other train..*HAHAHAHAHAH*..we got to union and were alittle worried about where dave is and if he was gonna make it...so we get our tickets *its now 10:10* and find dave SOAKING wet..hahahaha we got on to our trian;) YAYAYAYA.it was cool cause the dude behind us with his family had a laptop and he had "x-men" on..so we watched that. we got to p-town and dave ran back to his house and got his car. then we went to micky d;s and then went home:)

soo tuesday we had made plans to do summin with armstrong. soo i woke up at 6am YES..that is a first for tawnya and had to work at 7am. me and karen were training for b-fast. it was cool cause our trainer wasnt there soo we got to eat breakfast for 30 min *and got paid* and then worked the back..it was pretty easy shit:) we got off at 11am and called dave and army to see if they wanted to do summin.. of cource they did. so my dad picked up me and karen and i went home..i tryed to sleep, but my ear was buggin me and i wasnt tiredish...

karen called at around 2ish maybe and she said dave and armstrong were gonna be coming over to her house..i wanted to have a shower first, soo she called back later. they called back and said they were coming over...they got here and i asked if they wanted nething to eat. and they saw "cinnoman rolls" and dave and army go crazze and start laughing..*right*..soo armstrong starts puttin butter ALL OVER THE PAN and we put them in the oven. i went downstairs to find summin and then my smoke detector goes off.. i ran upstairs and the kitchen was FILLED WITH SMOKE..hahahahahahahhaha and it smelt like SHIT..*OR BUTTER burning is guess*. hahahahhaha we opened all the doors and windows and ya the bottoms of the rolls were BURNT..but the rst was pretty good. we then came downstairs and played monopoly for like 3 hours..HAHAHAHH i bought ALL THIS PROPERTY but ending up like selling EVERYTHING..all i had was my railroads;( hahahahahha me and armstrong gave up so dave and karen fought it out with there hotels and houses and played for a bit. we then went outside and played 21 for a while and stuff. karen and dave went back inside to try and play "crazy taxi"..me and army started having a talk. i feel really comfortable talking to armstrong about things..and i really know he is listening and ya..i dunno. then dave came out and said they didnt know what they were doing..so i set it up for them and we just chilled there for a bit. we then went outside again and called doug and he said we could go up to his house.but dave coudlnt get the car til around 8. so we just chilled. we walked over to karens house so karen could change her pants and stuff...me, dave and armstron played some more 21. then walked back to my house...daves mom finally came and we got the car. it was 9:30 by now *HAHAH* we went to harveys but it was FUCKING CLOSED....fucking bitches..so lindsay called and she was gonna come out with us..so dave dropped off me and karen and they got lindsay and came back.

oh a little side note to lindsay. i was talking to armstrong and after reading her journal she is totally wrong about how me and karen feel about her.. I LOVE YA LINDSAY;) ur like one girl that i can acually stand...*i dont really like girls that much..hense the reason why i only have like karen and lindsay my only friends who are girls* hahahaha..but ya..lindsay it will be said her right now..U ARE ALWAYS WELCOME OUT WITH US..always...no need to ask;) we all love u;) TRUST ME;) ok..hehehehehhehe:)

neways so we drove up ta ux and I LOVE CONCESSION 6;) every time we go up there we go 150 and the hills are SOOO FUN;) yayayaya we got to dougs and chilled outside the whole time..it was SOOOOO FUN;) Me and dave had 3 games of 21 *he kicked my ass* and ya...later one armstrong had to tell me summin so we talked about ALOT OF shit...and it was just good to talk to armstrong...everyone was like off talking to each other..HAHAHHA it was funny. oh man...then we got into the topic of being a kid...OH MAN..i miss being a kidddd soooo much..elementary school was SOOOO EASY comparred to know:) oh man...ya so then karen come over and we got into a talk about families and where we are gonna be wehn we are older..then doug, dave and lindsay joined in;) i love being with them...sooo much;) neways ya then we were like "LETS PLAY HIDE AND GO SEEK"..soo we all put our foots in and armstrong was it..the first game he didnt get neone..but the second one i got caught:( booo..we are all too out of breath to play after that and too loud *it was 12am and dougs mom said to calm it down*..soo we just chiled..and the SICK jokes starting coming out.....HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA...oh man...we left around 12:45am..the drive home was FUNN..cause we just BLASTED the music on concession 6..karen was going crazzze and IT WAS FUCKING FUN..then i was just looking outside at the stars and thinking.....that i didnt wanna go home..i love my family ALOT...and ya its nice to just stay home sometimes and be with them..but at the same time i LOVE my friends soo much..i just wanted to like stay in that car and drive somewhere and just be with them:) i have soo much funnnn...heheheh;) it was a GREAT nite.....just talking with people and just being comfortable;) yaaa..well i just hope we will always stay friends:)

doug invited people to his cottage next week. his dad will be there soo im gonna metion it to my mom otnite..and have her call dougs parents........it will be like me, karen, doug, dave, army and greg.. i wish lindsay could come soo...but dougs dad wouldnt agree...mostly because she is going out with a "boy" that will be there..hhahaha..oh well...maybe she can come up one day and chill with us;) neways today is SPOILEDPLan SHOW IN oshawa;) yayayayayya....

ok i gotta call karen to make plans for tonite:) lataa...this is a LONGGG ENTRY..it is now 3:54...oh man..byee
Tawnya

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