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long long dayyyy.. @ 3:33 p.m. on 2002-04-26
woo i have issues! i was just yelling at the tv cause the stupid host of "press your luck" wasnt shuting up, so i screamed "SHUT UP" and he did! wooo. oh god. neways hi guys! im in a good mood right now acually! this day was a big waste-WASTE I TELL YOU! i went to school, had a test (which i failed miserably) then went to finite and spend the whole class talking to jeff about hockey and the leafs. HAHAH it was pretty damn funny acually. then we had a stupid fire alarm, and i went home. This day seems so long. I already went to the doctors and its only 3:30. BAHHH. so ya i was thinking last night about guys! hmm what eles. i was thinking weither or not be agressive and go after what i want, or just wait and let the guy show big interest in me, so i dont feel regreted i guess you can say. I mean im the kinda person that like to chase the guy, and i tend to lose interest when he chases me TOO Much, but at the same time i like attention from guys. This my friends, doesnt make ANY SENSE at all. Its rather confusing acually. I mean i tend to not like the guy when he shows TOOOOO much interest, and i end up wanting the guy more when i cant have him. so i was thinking, how should tawnya be with the "curent" situation. and tawnya decided she is gonna go after what she wants! whatttttt. hehehe. Im always afraid that if i do that, what if i get my hopes up for nothing, and i should KNOW for a fact the guy is interested in me right?! i dont know. maybe ill let nature take its cource, and STOP WORRYING ABOUT THINGS LIKE THIS! YES YES, thats what ill do. there are like two people in my mind, fighting with each other, and in return tawnya becomes MAJORLY confused. ill just enjoy life! its FRIDAYYYY
 Tawnya
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