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life as it stands @ 3:14 a.m. on 2001-04-1
hey guys. i wil have a better update later today..*it is 3:14 in the morning* APRIL FOOLS DAY is amoung us and the fucking one hour thing just happened..well i hate this..I HAD A REALLLLY GOOD time at ross's today *more about that later*..but fuck..what i have now IS NOT WHAT I WANT...i hate this...its been fucking long enough..lets see almost a year now.....*u guys have no idea what im talking about* but ull figure it out..IT IS WHAT I WANTED *what i have now*..but i dont want it nemore..FUCK...u know what the worst feeling in the world is..NOT BEING ABLE TO TRUST SUMONE..i nEEED someone i can trust....i cant keep doing what im doing cause it is hurting me and im gettin EMOTIONAL attached..THATS WHY IT IS TIME FOR A CHANGE..but i cant look, it has to come..BUT WHY DOES IT COME SO MUCH EASIER FOR OTHER PEOPLE, BUT NOT FOR ME...oh well............i guess that is something i cant control................... AHHHHHHHHHHH someone help me, im drowning in this world.....:( bye
 Tawnya
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