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state of mind? @ 1:32 p.m. on 2001-05-17
THANX:) ya im MUCH better..like i felt better yesterday after i talked to people. i over reacted cause of what my sister told me. i wasnt scared that i had mono, i was more scared of what people would think. but like everyone is really supportive:) hehehehe but its weird cause everyone is like "WHY ARENT U AT HOME?".i feel fine. like im just EXERMLY tired and have been for the last month. if u know me, then u would have noticed this. that is why my mom made me get my blood tested. hehehe but like now im fine.;) just physically i feel weak. like i almost passed out in math today. i didnt hear one word the teatcher said. i was OUT OF IT....i wasnt even thinkin either. like u know how sometimes u dont listen cause ur day dreaming. I WASNT EVEN doing that. i was off it space. like i zoned out;. it was crazze. karen was like "tawnya u should really sign out and not go to work" but i DONT feel sick. just tired and i dont think that is a reason to miss school expecially when it is the last month of school. i was also scared that no guy would want to come near me...but like now whatever. i dont care and lindsay was telling me some good stuff cause she had it:) soo that is good:) im really over it now...like i dont care..it will hopefully go away soon and hopefuly with the hurbal stuff i take ill have crazze energy:) yayayay ENERGY;) neways ya....just BIG THANX to lindsay, armstrong, karen, and alex a.:) u guys rock, and if neone tells ya different ill kick their asses with my..umm....umberalla:) RIGHTTTTT. ok. so no more mono conversations in here.....but WAIT one last point....like ive really never had any medical problems. like ive only had surgry once back in gr5 and that has been the only thing big medically. unlike my sister who is known by everyone in the hospital. so i dont know how to react to things like this. and it scares me even thou i have no reason to be scared. people make everything out to be BIGGER than they really are. so ya. ok well today was okay. just really tired agian. karen was going crazze cause she NEEEEEDS TO win weezer tickets or she will DIE. i swear she will. all in physics today we talked about ways she can win tickets by going to edges station. pat came out with this LONG LIST.. hahahahaha it was a funny class, cause our teacher was acually laughing and like talking about "spontasious combusion" u know when people just explode into fire. HAHAH it was soo funny cause it seems soo fake. i think im going to look it up after i write this. math was space world. lunch i studyed. religion ihad a test and got the 2nd highest mark :) I RULLLLLE:) and ya... pat drove me home:) i have ta work tonite which sucks BIG TIME:( boooo ohh well;( hmmmm what if being drunk is all just a state of mind????? hehehe there is a banner up above from where im writiong and it says that.. that is crazze. what if there is no such thing as acholol and u just see that word and drink the shit and then u THINK ur drunk...THATS FUCKING CRAZY oh man..hehehehehehhe thats a cool thougt thou.. im gonna click that banner:) hehehehe okay....i cant think. BYE AND I LOVE U;)
PS. I FORGOT TO METION THAT ARMSTRONG GAVE ME AN OATMEAL, CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIE TODAY:) i was VERY HAPPY. that made my day RIGHT THERE:) thanx armstrong *happy now?!*i was REALLY happy. it was soo yummy and armstrong is such a nice guy that he shared it with me and karen. how great is that;) hahaha im not joking either. i really mean it. if i didnt eat that cookie then i would have been hungry in math class, but armstrong saved the day:) HAHAHAHH... oh ya countdown is changig.......gotta change it to 29 days:) byeeeeee
 Tawnya
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