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he won me over. @ 6:42 p.m. on 2001-09-13

AHHHH oh man..

i really think these gynsing pills are doing summin..BIG TIME..i mean the last 3 days i havent been MORE HYPER..i mean ive been taking 2 pills twice a day. *for all of those...NO these arnet BAD PILLS..they are natural stuff that is common is asia and gives u more energy..in a way....they are used for people who have mono which i had/have*..

SO ya..if these were dangerous i WOULDNT TAKE THEM and its not like a RUSH i get..i mean im still TIRED alot..but i have ALOT MORE ENERGY;) maybe its just i dont know..

i mean the last 2 days have been EMOTIONALLY draining..i mean i cant watch the tv without coming close to crying...seeing the images..hearing the stories....its unreal. i think everryone has been emotionally drained the last 2 days.

but i feel great;)

i cant WAIT TIL tommrowa:) we get our YEARBOOKS:) my grade 12 yearbook. i mean it means the MOST when for the grade 12's *well now OAC*.i mean u have ur write up, grad pictrures, prom, baby pic beside our grad photo..and i mean gr 12 is the most stuff happening;)some people have seen it and said it is AMASING:) SOO I CANT WAIT..i cant wait to read all my friends writings.ehh and i really DONT remember what i wrote i mean i worte it a year ago;) HAHAHA

school has been okay..I ACAULLY am understanding calculus;) I FEEL SOO SMART..i mean IT IS TOO EASY *WHEN DOES THAT HAPPEN*..

well i think i forgot to metion that andrew asked me out twice this week. wait twice in one day. it was TOTALLY out of the blue too. i mean i REALLY dont understand that kid *oh it case ur wondering i said no*...but ya..he called me unexpectingly last nite and fuck man....all he does is make fun of me...*well ill admit i do the same to him*....and i am a bitch to him *i will admit* BUT STILL.ok...he likes me ODVIOUSLY *he tells me all the time*...soo WHY is he being such an ASSHOLE TO ME...i mean last nite we were talking and after a rude comment about how i am an animal *im not gonna explain that*...i got mad and told him to stop calling me names *ive been called EVERY name in the book by him*...and i seriously was about to hang up..blah blah...he apolized..THEN i swear to god like 1 second later he was like "has anyone ever told u, that ur a bitch"....i starting laughing..i mean i THOUGHT HE WAS jokin.."ARE U SERIOUS"."no really...have u ever been called a bitch" the laughing stopped..umm "yes a few times..."..."well u are"..UM "thanx"..

i mean yes its not the fact that he thinks that..cause i KNOW i am...but STILL..what the fuck...RIGHT after i was all upset....geez...he SURE knows how to win a girl over..whatever.

neways ya...this weekend LOOKS pretty damn good:) tommrowa im going with karen *and whom ever eles is wanting to join us* downtown to see "ghostworld" cause it is only playing at ONE theater:( and we are gonna go out for dinner and STUFF..saturday i have to get up at 7:30am and WORK for 8 and a hlaf hours at some resturant in scar to TRAIN for drive thru.....afterwards im planning with lindsay to go CRUSIN again for sum HOTTIES..i think robin is joining us and im not sure if markus is coming...oh man..and lindsay is trying to find a party or summin..sunday NO CLUE yet;) but ya;)

ALL IS GOOD....bye bye..back to typing my assignment;)
Tawnya

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