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just think about it @ 9:13 p.m. on 2001-11-05

my sister sent me this email...and im sure many of u have recieved it..but just think about it.....

It's Friday night and you are driving your car.

( what kind of car are you driving?)

(YOU ARE THE DRIVER!!!)

You can only have FOUR other people in the car with you.

( who is in the car with you?)

As you drive, you and your friends start chillin to some music.

( what song are yall listening to?)

So, you are chillin to some music with four other people

all of a sudden this crazy driver hits you in the back!

You are flying down the road out of control.

You hit a speed bump and the car flips and lands upside-down in the grass

beside the road.

You lay there crying because you are in so much pain

You hear nothing but silence.

silence silence

You try to yell out to your friends, but you are in so much pain and shock

the words won't come out.

You lay there for about 2 minutes, but to you it seems like 60 minutes.

You finally hear something.

You hear the ambulance and you have never felt more relieved.

You lay there, still in the car, thinkin about your

family,

friends,

School,

past holidays,

old friends

old lovers

You start to pray for the other people in the car and for yourself.

The paramedics get you out of the car, put you on a stretcher, and then into

the ambulance.

you see nothing and hear nothing but a void....you are alone

You don't get a chance to see the other people that were in the car with you

As they ride drive to the hospital, you pray and think to yourself

"Am I going to die?"

Where are my friends?

Are they okay?

What's going to happen to me?.........

Did you die or not?

What happened to your friends that were in the car with you?.......

They all died.

All of the other people in the car died.

They are all gone.

You never got to see them again.

As for you...

you died too.

Wait you were just imagining....right

But what if it were real? What if it really happened to you?

Think about it.

That car was the LAST car you were EVER in with your friends.

Those four people were the LAST people you EVER saw.

Did you pick the four people in the car with you wisely...

or do you wish that someone else was in the car with you?

The song you were chillin to was the LAST song you EVER heard.

Don't you wish you would have had the chance to tell everyone you loved them?

Don't you wish you could have told your parents you loved them one last time?

Don't you wish you could have kissed your boy/girlfriend one last time?

Don't you wish you could have told your crush how much you loved them?

Don't you wish you could hug your friends one last time?

Don't you wish you had the chance to do all of those things?

You still do.

This really didn't happen to you.

Pray for all of the people that it DID happen to

AND remember this quote: "Live every day to its fullest"......

and when someone says that they love you,

i try to live my life to the fullest everyday.....its scary to think how UNPREDICTABLE life is......

ill leave u with that.

*normal UPDATE tommrowa.*

love ya:) *tawns*


Tawnya

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