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what a beautiful day! @ 4:12 p.m. on 2002-03-30
god. the weather really does reflect your mood. since it ACUALLY is feeling like spring, ive felt more "alive" and carefree. "he" came back today..after a few months of not talking to him. he messaged me. of COURCE i still have this "hate" for him, but it was cool to acually talk to him. its weird to think i acually missed him in a way. i miss the times BEFORE i knew he was an ass. i felt so comfortable talking to him...and it makes me think that why did he turn out to be the guy that i told him ive been dealing with my whole life. bah..oh well. i guess i cant blame everything on him. if i really "wanted" him i could have had him back in the day. the thing i miss was just having someone to talk to, and feel comfortable with. i think im gonna go for a walk with my mom now. its so nice out! bye
 Tawnya
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