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Tawnya.Pickering,Ontario.DONE high school:).19-yes legal drinking
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entry 2-lies. @ 5:38 p.m. on 2002-04-12

entry number 2 for the day. i was gonna save to write bout SHIT that came up today, or in the last 30 min for that matter...but im just in a crappy mood right now, i might as well catch how i feel.

so karen messages me and told me that she came across some information, and really was none of her buiness.. i asked her what was wrong, and her is the reply...

"i dunno, some random chatter was asking me if i knew so-and-so, and then i realized we sort of had mutual friends. she's actually going out with matt h.*btw this is my ex* she asked me if i knew someone, and i didn't, and i asked where she lived, b/c i thought it was just someone who lived like, far away, and how the hell would i know her friends? but she lived in uxbridge. and i said i went to st mary's, and she said, you must know tim, and dan m, etc....and i said yeah, b/c my friend went out with their friend matt, and i hung out with them a few times., matt who? matt , that's her boyfriend so i said, yeah, him and tawnya went out for a little bit, like two years ago, or something...i dunno, she just started talking a out how you and him had sex, and i was like, uhh, i think you've made a mistake, but she said he said that you guys did.."

confused? ya i was too. so lets sum up. me and matt went out 2 years ago. WE DID NOT HAVE SEX. i havent talked to him in a year, and i guess he has a new girlfriend, who just randomly found karen. She tells karen that matt said that me and him had sex, and i was his first and she was his second.

DONT YOU LOVE how people will twist the truth. The thing that bothered me was a)he TWISTED the truth and used MY name *because she doesnt know me* to say that he had sex before, just to impress her. b)i honestly thought he was better than that to lie about such a thing.

yes i know people change over 2 years, and i understand how people dont wanna look "inexperienced" with things, expecially guys..but still. just another PROOF to me how people suck and lie!

karen continued to talk to this girl and telling her that we did not have sex and that you must straighting this out with ur b/f because he is not telling you the truth. the girl called matt, and he denied saying that it was me he had sex with...and when she asked "well who was it then"..he wont tell her the name...HMMMMM...

i could care less about matt and this girl...but i just DONT like when my name comes up in lies! thats all!

the weather sucks..and i just feel like im in a blah mood right nowi look like CRAP run over 100 times, and i have no energy.....

blah blah blah...:P
Tawnya

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