lonely and blue. @ 2:52 p.m. on 2002-05-10
school was good. i didnt get to sleep til 2am last night. First because i had a nap earlyer in the day. The second reason because i was thinking about what i want from life RIGHT NOW. wait, i always think that. No, i was thinking of doing something. Something REALLY crazy...and it sounded that a REALLY good plan when your lying in your bed at 1 in the morning..but i knew when i woke up, i would NEVER have the guts to do it. Its nothing big, and has to do with a guy. However, Maybe one day i might acually do it. It would be the crazies thing i would ever do...but you only live once right?! hmmmm...if i ever do what i planned ill tell you, but til then, it was just a thought that noone will ever know:) hahaha..suckers. Neways leafs play tonite. There is really NOTHING going on tonite. I mean the band is practicing tonite, and i told bill if they are doing something after to call. Karen i think is staying in cause she has a shitload of work to do, and she was debating even going to S.P tommrowa, so i dont think she wants to go out tonite, but ill still ask. I mean i wanna go out tonite, cause i have no work to do this weekend, so i WANT TO ENJOY it! so if anyone wants to do something, you know where to find me:) Thats all..my stomach is growling, so i think i should feed it. ITS FRIDAY there is NOOOO FOOD IN THE HOUSE...*my mom shops on saturday!*..grrrrrrrr....
Tawnya
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